I am me... and no one else

I never realized how angry I am until right now. I’m such a bitch Im so angry at the world. I’ve had the shittest month handed to me. I had a midterm on my birthday, two labs that weekend and the week prior I was found to have a “large” ovarian cyst, which they’re questioning on operating on… the only thing stopping them… my bloody age. I hate how painful they are. I hate playing off the pain, because Im tired of going to the stupid hospital. I hate how they happen while I’m in the middle of a FUCKING class. I hate having to leave a lab because I can’t stand up right. Im tired of having so many problems with me. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh IM SO BLOODY PISSED! I’m tired of not having a phone right now. I’m tired of all the fights im getting in at home. Im soooo sick of people. I’m tired of being me right now. I want her to go away and stop hating me for existing. I want her to stop acting fake nice to me when she needs me. Im. Just. Angry. I’ll get over it -_-